My last baby has had a visit from the tooth fairy this weekend, the tooth is finally out. She has been so eager for a wobbly tooth and then couldn’t wait to get rid of it :)
It was the front one and to be honest she’s been struggling to eat so was super happy when it came out and the tooth fairy gave her some pennies.
We did go shopping but she wants to save it now as she has another wobbly tooth!. I’m sure once one comes out then it’s all downhill from there , ha!.
She looks SO cute and I can’t believe how fast she is growing, please slow down baby, I’m not ready for this.
It’s also got me thinking about me and my life. It’s so bizarre but I’ve literally spent the last 19 years being the best mum I can be and almost losing who I am and the things I want to do.
One thing I want to do is travel and I’ve always loved going to new places and seeing new things . I’ve been planning a few trips for the year, most importantly a family holiday but I really want to go to New York in December and see how Christmas looks like there.
It’s a movie thing isn’t it, it looks so pretty and it’s been on my bucket list for the longest time but I really struggle to leave the children , even with their own dad, they’ve always needed me and relied on me rather than him so leaving them has always been one of the reasons holding me back.
Not anymore. I really want to find myself this year and love my life too. I don’t want to get to deep but i want my life to be one I look back on and have enjoyed.
Once I pass my driving test too then there’s no stopping me for all the fun adventures we can all have too!.
Have you got any plans for the year ?
I loved reading this - so candid and real. Your daughter does look so cute, and I'm impressed she wanted to save her pennies. And good for you, for taking time out to do some of what you really want to do. If it's something you'd like I have a couple of brilliant writing exercises around delving into the life you want - creating a life designed by you). If you want them, I can drop them here for you. Just let me know.
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